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Feeling sad

 Hey today I feel sad and demotivated for my first attempt  as I am not able to complete or you can say cover the syllabus on time But when I speak with Anish he gave me confidance to work for this paper only and don't think about next and He is there to support me till next attempt Yesterday sanskruti messaged me to wish me happy birthday wish but I replied her today morning and we had a chat at afternoon and she told me that she is going for cdac course Hope I will find a way out of this and Will start with a new Morning from yesterday. See You soon Bye ...........

Last 30 Days

 Hey yesterday I have started final preparation stratergy ans set my goals  but somehow I have not managed to accomplish this today like not 100%  But I have managed to complete at least 50 percent of the task And as I know today is 15 of Jully so  for the next 15 days I have to focus on my syllabus because last 10 days I have to have give mock tests only  which help me to score out off in my prelims The target is to pass the prelims, then I will think about the mains And as I give my 10001% to complete my syallbus as per my plan which previously I have make so on that plan still 4 days are left Thank You for giving me what I have now .... 😊😊😊😊

Birthday Bash / 24 Completed / Bank Ac in +

 Hey yesterday was my birthday and I have completed 24 year  and today was not good day for me  I have not studied that much and also stomach pain is there till 6pm and  am not feeling good as I feel very empy from inside there are some decisions I am going to take in my 24 to become a sucessfull in my 25  for the next 1 year I am going to focus on my goal and improvement in myself, 1) shutdown all the distractions 2) Morning Exercise and Meditation. 3) working for as much as I can per day for my goal. 4) Stay Happy and give my 100 Per for every thing 5) No Fap 6) Became best of my entire blood line 7) ASO in MEA Soon

Bank Loan Issue / Heavy Rainfall

 Hey I just want to mention the things which are happened with me recently,Here is a heavy rain fall from may and from past few days it was very heavily  so the first one is exam date and I have applied for two exams the first one is ssc phase 13 from 26 july and second one is ssc cgl which is from 13 aug and the second one is i have missied 3 days of preparation because of my bad habit for that I have taken oth that I will not watch any movie till I gave my both exams and I will go for brahmacharya  I will not open instagram till my exam open only the day of my birthday to say thank you only. third thing is that my education loan has started and so many things happened with it as they took my ac to -75k and deducted more money than emi and not informed me single time  and from tomorrow there is only 35 days are remaining for my ssc cgl exam and I have only 20 days for preparation and last 15 days are for mock test only  Thats it for today. See you at birthday n...