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 Hey currently I am sitting on terrace at 6 pm me and Harshal dada went to the dr ,he gave me injection and tablets and now I feel good as compared to afternoon I know I had to wet to the dr earlier but I didn't  And I feel for that  Today is the the Day I am waiting for a last 3 months the first day of preparation I thought that I will crack tier 1 and the will see about tier 2 but inner me also think that what if I am not able to make it but now I am sure before the exam that my preparation is not 100 percent as compared to the cut off and also this year so mayny things happened like vendor change , exam pattern, paper leak and for all this and so many other reasons the cutoff went 160+/200 and that's why  But let's see what happens  I want experience 

 Hey today was a really bad day for me  I didn't went to the library also entire day I was just lying on my bed and watching reels on YouTube and Mobile phone review, unboxing and all that  And now I came to grind the seeds aka ata chakki I get one viks 500 advanced from medical but still I don't know what to do after that  Currently the environment is also not good as it feels sick. Now after this I went home and then will eat this tablet and went to terrace or sometime I will stay at room and rest for a while 

 Hey currently I am writing this from my Mobile phone the first time I am using this on my mobile because I am sitting on terrace while I was writing this I feel so hungry but I can't do anything with this but only can wait till 8 pn that's the time of dinner  Today I spent my entire day with only doing such things which are not related to my Goal  I feel ashemb that I stay here and not go to the library but from tomorrow I will go for next few days and then sunday I had my exam and Monday I would go to my home  And I promise that I will be with my family  I will study with morning and night routine with proper time table till the next exam and I will be the Inspector I promise  Today here I am sitting alone with myself  Feel sad there is no one to talk with that's why I am writing this blog just to express my feelings I feel bad sometimes about my decisions but sometimes I feel proud also so it's kind of mix feelings but the one feeling is very strong...

 Hey,  I have fully done 3 days of Ganpati Visarjan Celebration, so from tomorrow I am going to do the last day preparation because the date is announced and my paper is on 21 Sep. so only 12 days are remaining and tomorrow is the first day of my preparation.

 Hey, Today I followed my timetable 100 % without any overtime or short time. At first, I did my morning meditation and exercise, then went to the library at the end of the day to revise all the topics and follow the timetable as I set up and completed every task. I called Anish. He and  Aai went to Jinti for Mhalaxmi Puja. From today, my focus is on completing the daily task. Just do what is required and learn from the Past  Do not think about the future, live in the present. Learn from Past life as a book.  See You Soon......... " Learn from it, don't live in it ".